//*\\Fire//*\\

For the past year or so, i have been performing below standard.  I have not been motivated to do my best.  I have lost my fire for life, my desire to be the best, my drive for excellence. It has been peeling back my layers, breaking me down just a lil more each day.  Until now i feel like i've gotten to that point. The point where life ceases to make sense, my last layer, the only fabric left of my life.  Its like someone is striking a match in my heart, with every failed attempt the confines of my heart grows warmer, just waiting for something to tip the balance and spark the flame.  Then it will blaze hotter, brighter and more deadly than it ever have before.  my passion will grow. My drive for excellence will be unstoppable.  everytime i step onto the court i will lay my heart and soul down. I will play like the my life depended on it, like i's the last time i will be on that court.  I shall be a force to reckon with, no I AM A FORCE TO RECKON WITH, and i will always be.....when you hit bottom there's only one way to go, and that's up.  I saw God's hand reach out to me, stretching, reaching, trying to hold my hand, o pull me back to the top where i rightfully belong, but i was stuborn, i didn't want to listen, but now i'm reaching out to HIM......Any success without him, is complete and utter failure, unsatisfying.  My fire shall burn again....I will be who i was always meant to be, all that i can be....

Have your fire ever dwindled?
Have you ever felt like you just don't have the will to go on?